You ask
why I perch
on a jade green mountain?
I laugh
but say nothing
my heart
free
like a peach blossom
in the flowing stream
going by
in the depths
in another world
not among men
Li Po
Along time ago I had lived with you
And now we must be going
Separately to be together.
Perhaps I shall be the wind
to blur your smooth waters
So that you do not see your face too much.
Perhaps I shall be the star
To guide your uncertain wings
So that you may have direction in the night.
Perhaps I shall be the fire
To separate your thoughts
So that you do not give up.
Perhaps I shall be the rain
To open up the earth
So that your seed may fall.
Perhaps I shall be the snow
To let your blossoms sleep
So that you may bloom in spring
Perhaps I shall be the stream
To play a song on the rock
So that you are not alone
Perhaps I shall be a new mountain
So that you always have a home.
-Nancy Wood
Mother of my birth, for how long were we together
in your love and my adoration of your self?
For the shadow of a moment, as I breathed your pain
and you breathed my suffering. As we knew of
shadows in lit rooms that would swallow the light.
Sitting at your bedside I saw your face alive,
but your eyes empty, your breathing labored.
Your sleep was with death. I was alone
with you as when I was young
but now only alone, not with you,
to become alone forever, as I was learning,
watching you become alone.
Earth is now your mother, as you were mine, my earth,
my sustenance and my strength,
and now without you I turn to your mother and seek from her that I may meet you again
in rock and stone. Whisper to the stone
I love you. Whisper to the rock, I found you.
Whisper to the earth, Mother, I have found her,
and I am safe and always have been.
David Ignatow
Rewritten with Changes by DeniTaree